Totaled Car

I know this has nothing to do with weight loss...btw I have lost 10 lbs ! Anyways, I was driving on 59N when I rear ended someone...air bags deployed...the smell of nitrogen in my nostrils. My car is gone...my beloved ugly ass rusting cavalier is history. You never realize how much you really miss something until it's gone. I had an awesome radio in that car...it was AWESOME. My father installed it and it meant a lot to me.

In the next few days my father is installing a nice radio and amp in my room , so I think that is really sweet. I love my dad, I am the child of his who makes him feel young...and not just because I am the youngest, but because I take interest in the hobbies he grew up liking...like stereos and amps, and speakers, music...that kind of stuff. I ask him about them and I think it really means a lot that I take interest into something he truly enjoys.

Anyways about the wreck...I got a ticket...yep. Found out the make and model of my car in FAIR condition is worth $625...damn. I felt not so much myself today...kind of sick. I could not eat. I keep finding spots on my body that are slightly injured. My neck for example...I had a necklace on and the clasp is indented into my neck right now. My chest feels like it has been slugged by a grown man. My right hip feels like I just bumped into something sharp...which probably happened after the wreck ha. But you know what...it could be A LOT worse. What if I didn't have my seat belt on...or if someone in the car in front of me flew out of the windshield. I am truly grateful that my car is dead instead of me or someone else.